Casey Louise Lampert

casey louise lampert
28/01/2004
age 7 months
canvey island
casey had a bigger sister but now has two brothers as well.
sadly passed away in little havens from a illness that only got a name when you passed away.
to our little girl a little angle who defied all odds on life as well when the first scan was done
where there was a problem was the 28 /1/2003 casey died 28/1/2004 she know all the time when she was
going to leave us if only i new.
when we first found out so many doctor told me to kill you as you had no hope of life and that i was
keeping you alive i was so young but im glad that i never listen to them and everone around me we
had such a hard time just getting through the pregnace and getting people to belive that what i was
doing was right.
the day the i found out you was ill well it was mad first i got a letter for a scan and i thought it
was in a couple of weeks but when your nan looked at it, it was for today and i did not think
nothing of it, it was snowing outside and ice on the roads so you great grandad said he will take us
me your dad and grandad went to the hospital i could not wait to see your first pic and i said to
your dad if we find out if you where a girl or boy ill buy your first outfit the next day.
i got there and then got called in they started the scan and the they pressed a buzzer lodes of
people ran in one doctor ask has anyone spoken to me before i came in for the scan and i said no,
then he chated to the other doctors and i over heard that someone spose to talk to me before comeing
in to the scan and the i heard that my child was parlised in her leg i shout for answers i was
gutted i did not know what was going on i was so angey and i thought i was going to lose you.
then i went to the doctors room and he ask me will i get ride of you i just said if my other child
had an acidenet and could not use her legs will i have the rights to kill her he said no so i said
so why will i do it to my other child.i stuck too my gun when i felt eveyone around was not, i was
alone but me and my child but nothing can bet a mother love for her child. 5 days to go befor you
was born you where jumping around like iv never felt with any of my kids i can see you hand and
touch them allthought you are still inside you know i was worried i just want too say thanks i ask
you for 3 things and you gave them to me just cry for your dad so he can hear you stay for
christmas
and them i ask for new year and you did thank you little one and thank you for saying mummy on the
16 of dec best mums prestent ever my baby angle love you 4ever
mummyxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx


here a short story of casey life that i wrote for my little one to help them with the lose of there
sister.

caseys new wings

once apone a time there was a girl called casey, who was sick her mummy and daddy where very
worried.

casey had to stay in hospital antill she felt better.
day by day casey was getting stronger and stronger, after a few months casey was allowed to come
home.

casey mum did not tell casey dad that casey will be comeing home it was a big surprise .as casey
mummy and nan pulled up to the house casey daddy was waiting he ask did you buy a new car seat
caseys mum said yes take a look he looked and could not belive his eyes he took her straight in to
see her new room which had been waiting for her to come home too.

in time casey was smiling and eating and best of all casey liked to spend time with her big sister
kara.

at christmas casey gave her mummy the best gift ever she said mummy which made her cry with joy.

but soon after christmas has past casey got relly sick so caseys mum and dad took her to this
special place called little havens this is where casey meet special people who help little children
wait for there new wings.

that night in little haven casey mummy was woken by an angle, she said casey wings will form on the
day the snow settles.

casey mum and dad told everone to look out for the first sign of snow.

as casey waited to get her new wings she went to a princess party casey loved to be a princess .and
she went for a walk out side too.they waited and waited and it looked like the snow would never
full.

antill one night it started to snow mummy and daddy and the special people at little havens took
casey out to see the snow they all cryed as they knew it was time for casey to get her new wings.

two days later the one of little havens special people called caseys mummy and daddy ,
and as her mummy woke she sore the ground was white.
and knew it was time as her mummy and daddy cuddled her and said i love you.

casey sudenly grow these lovely pair of beautifall wings ,as casey flyed into the air she spun and
rolled with joy.

casey could fly and all her sickness was gone and now had legs and wings that all worked. casey
mummy and daddy where sad but deep down they where glad.

as casey looked back and said good bye, her mummy and daddy waved relly hard and knew that there
love helped casey get a relly lovey big pair of beautifall wings.

then as quite as casey came she was off flying with the special children in the sky with the biggest
smile on her face happy as ever

the end